| Why? This is the only word running through my head for the last 3 hours... I have just lost someone very dear to me, someone who I was dating, and planned to marry. She didn't die in some tragic accident, but instead, killed my will to rebel, and perhaps feel any kind of emotion for a long, long time. I've never felt such pain, as I planned to spend the rest of my life with this person. I don't know what I did wrong, only that this is somehow my fault. I've decided to fix my ****ed up life, at least... |