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Why? This is the only word running through my head for the last 3 hours... I have just lost someone very dear to me, someone who I was dating, and planned to marry. She didn't die in some tragic accident, but instead, killed my will to rebel, and perhaps feel any kind of emotion for a long, long time. I've never felt such pain, as I planned to spend the rest of my life with this person. I don't know what I did wrong, only that this is somehow my fault. I've decided to fix my ****ed up life, at least whatever is left of it. I'm planning on spending little time on the computer, and bettering myself. My theory, ahe left me to rot, because, I have never deserved her. I don't deserve anyone! My life is going nowhere, and I just feel like dying. I just wish it wasn't so painful! I have always thought myself to be above feelings, suchs as love, but i'm not. No one is! I can barely type this blog, I have already had sever convulsions, each one worse than the last. I think I was going nowhere in my life, and the reason she went on her way, is i'm not worthy! I don't think anyone even cares about me anymore. Hell, why should they, maybe I should just drop off the face of the planet... But I can't think this way, got to stay possitive! That's the reason I've decided to turn my life around. I'm giving up soda, looking for a new "Soul Mate", and losing wheight. As soon as I feel healthy enough, i'm going to start excersizing! I'm sorry to report this means spending less time on the computer. Sorry fellow chums, looks like I'm not going to be very active anymore, maybe spending an hour a day, if that. It's not like anyone cares anyways, but i'll see ya around... maybe. Who knows? My freinds have each told me that i'm over-reacting, and she has mentally scared me... But that was already known to me, or I wouldn't be thrwing up every 4 seconds.
woot Rosario+Vampire xD
that anime was so hilarious xD (still watching it lol... stopped at like episode 10 sigh its almost over x.X) hope they make a number 2 lol xD
Why? This is the only word running through my head for the last 3 hours... I have just lost someone very dear to me, someone who I was dating, and planned to marry. She didn't die in some tragic accident, but instead, killed my will to rebel, and perhaps feel any kind of emotion for a long, long time. I've never felt such pain, as I planned to spend the rest of my life with this person. I don't know what I did wrong, only that this is somehow my fault. I've decided to fix my ****ed up life, at least...
For folks who do alot of driving, havn't you noticed? Over the course of the last few years, people have been opperating their vehicals with increasingly poorer driving skills as the years go on? I have! Because of this, I have come up with a clever way, to keep these idiotic motorists in check. It all revolves around hammers, and floodlights! My solution, in order to grab the attention of these poor drivers, keep a box of hammers in the passenger seat....
One day, I decide to play a game, that I rather enjoy. I load it up through the website, and get ready to play with other plays in a complete free for all. We get our guns ready to slaughter each other in a bloody conquest to rank to the top of the player list, with the most amount of kills, while attaining the least amount of deaths possible. I figure it's going to be a fun game, so I type "Good Luck" to the rest of the players. Almost immediately I get a cheerful response, "You're...
What do most get out of life? Some sort of accomplishment? But what is it all for, but to impress others. One human's life is only meaningful, if someone else is able to either know about it, or honor it. Think of it this way. What point do you have to carry on every day, just to work 80% of you're life? It's not because you enjoy playing gaes the other 20%. If you say that you're a liar. Most people live through life to impress others. Like me, the only reason I have not died yet, or commited suicide,...
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